This is a post where I fangirl about Spencer Smith...

[oanja]

Wow, I kind of love this video, a lot...

What the hell! Spencer is insanely skinny! Also he doesn't have a beard anymore. Also x2 I almost freaked out because I thought he had gotten a tattoo, but it's just dirt on the photo or something. (His wrist looks so thin and delicate!)

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Omg and I thought it wouldn't be able to include more bandom fangirlsm in to this day of mine :D Been listening to the songs the whole day at work and have this dirty little fic bunny in my head that I know I can't get out and all that.

The video hihiii! But who's the one talking? And nooooooooo not the beard!! D: He still had a little one so yey for that! And seriously skinny what has happened O_O Not that he was big before either but wow... And Brendon fails to get points for heterosexual body language in this one, at least in my books :D

Is that video how new? Are those two unfamiliar gyus the new band or what? I only read fic I have no idea what is going on in reality >.<; And what are they doing in China? Brendon didn't tell it there or did I just miss it or something?

And sorry for the spamcomment, just, again, thank you for showing me bandom <3 :D

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Glad I could be of assistance! Life always needs more fangirling. =D You need to write that bunny out and then show me!!!

The guy filming is their tourmanager/bodyguard Zack. He's on some of the DVD's about the band and gets mentioned in fic as well. I guess the beard was too hot during the summer or something, let's hope it will make a comeback ^_^ I was really surprised to see how much he's changed. First Patrick and now Spencer... But it's all good. =) Brendon is just a unique little snowflake... xD

Yeah it's really new, like maybe from last week or something. And I guess they are the new members, but I'm not sure if it's official, like if they are permanent members yet. I'm not sure what they are doing in China either, other than that they had a show (or shows) there. (I saw photos at the patd community)

DON'T APOLOGIzE! You are the only person on my friends list who understands!!! *flails*

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Yes it does! :D Which reminds me that I have to charge uo my mp3-player! It died on me an hour too early today D: Although I almost swore I wouldn't listen to bandom music anymore at work because frankly I mostly associate it to fics. And well, I think I actually Blushed a couple of times today and people probably though me to be a little weird for laughing by myself ^^;

Also, I don't think I know How. First of all there would have to be sex of some kind and angsting and Emotions and I just suck all the three of those ;_; But if I manage I'll let you see.

Jeij I thought I recognized the voice as his! And talking about him! I need fic. Pretty please? *puppyeyes* If pairings even existed I'd love to read a Zack/Spencer but anything him as a friend of theirs would be awesome. He cameod in something and well :D And I saw some pictures. With Spencer. And I have this thing about people lifting people so I was kind of sold at that :D I'm pathetic like that yes.

Yes! because the Beard was Hot! *_* Yeas a big change. But damn they look good! But it's kind of freaky to look at the picture and actually have to think who's skinnier Brendon or Spencer. Are they like, eating? And yes, Brendon is <3 :D

I hope they are doing something band related there. I remember Pete or some other label related thing saying to look forward to this year on Panic's part because there would be something big. Or something. Maybe some new yer thing idk.

Hahaa well good to know! I'm just afraid I'll bore you with stuff you already know :p So now on I'm just going to keep on babling it seems ^_~

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Hih~ for blushing at work. I went to visit my granny today and kept thinking about this fic I'd just read, it was a bit awkward... xD

I know the feeling, but if you write it I will most def want to read it. *nod nod*

I don't think I've ever seen any fic where he was paired with any of the panic boys, but if I find any fics where he's in I'll link you. Haha~ I think there are photos of him carrying every one of the band members at one point or another. =)

Yeah they are both so small now! I guess it's all that surfing and jogging, can't help but to lose weight.

I think the new record should come out this year, so maybe he was talking about that. And I checked their web page and they were performing on some festival in China and I guess just wanted to do some tourist stuff as well.

Bandom can never be boring! So babble away! And I will do the same right back at you. =D

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:'D I can imagine it was!

I'll try and thanks. I have it all planned out almost word to word in my head when I'm at work. But when I manage to find a word prosessing program it all just goes puff! :(
btw, I also want to read everything if you have come up with something? I remember you mentioning starting something/having an idea back when I was visiting you?

Oh, shame :( Hahaa well he is Huge. At least compared to the little tiny skinny bandom guys ^^; Wait what surfing? So that's not just some fandom thingy?

Oh jeij! It will be nice ot hear how they sound now. Isn't there like one or two songs out that they have done after the breakup? The one for Jennifers body and some other?

Heee that seems like a good deal :D \o/

I found a primer to Panic at the disco today. An old one, no beard pictures yet. And the maker listed the pairings that can exist of the band. Ryan/Brendon, Ryan/Spencer, Jon/Spencer, Jon/Brendon, Jon/Ryan GSF and Pete/Ryan. But no Spencer/Brendon! :O Is it actually possible that my otp is one of the least favorite ones? o.O This rarely happens as I'm almost always one to follow with the pack...

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That is the worst! I've had that happen some times too, but mostly what happens with me, is that I get an idea and start writing it but then abandon the project because when I go back to it I can't remember what I wanted to happen or I think it's no good anymore. I think that's what happened with the Spencer/Brendon fic I was writing, I have like 2200 words written so far and it's like the main characters just met for the first time... >_>

Yeah, normal sized people end up looking really big when in the same photo with bandom boys. XD Um yeah, Brendon and Spencer go surfing (they live in California after all) and I think they still live together... So yeah, bandom makes it almost too easy to ship them. And like they mention in the vid Spencer jogged there.

I know, I can hardly wait! \0/ Yeah there is New Perspective and then I think like a snippet from another song already out.

Good thing you agree. =D

Ah ha haa~ That is kind of hilarious! I don't know why but some people who shipped/ship Ryan/Brendon (which is the biggest ship by far, or at least was before they split) didn't like Brendon/Spencer pairing at all. So maybe the person who listed the pairings did that on purpose or just forgot. But yeah, it's not the biggest pairing.

Oh and this vid on YouTube you should watch it. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rVo44VBfreU&playnext=1&videos=kJq5LV2Z4C0 don't mind the spanish subtitles, and there is a part two as well. I think they are adorable! And at one point is seems like Spencer is making a pretty blatant inuendo to Brendon. O_O And they talk about Spencer's awesome hair. =D

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Ahahahaha. I can't never write a fic that is 2200 words :'D I think my most was when I managed about three pages of Kaidou fic for PD and I'm not really counting those as actual fics, as hey, roleplaying. I never think afterwards that what I have written is actually good. There is one JE fic that I find satisfactory after a year of it's existence but that is a very rare occurrance. I just have no belief in my writing skills :D

Yeah. I saw a picture of Gabe and Patrick together today and went o.O because the difference really Can't Be that Much can it? Ah ok so no Vegas anymore? Yes I think the most amazing thing about them is that they make it so easy :D I was just looking at some primer about bandom girlfriends. Do you know, is Spencer still together with Haley? ANd I never knew William had a girlfriend!

Of course I agree! We need to fangirl even more :D

Ah ok. And maybe it is just because I'm late to this thing that I don't see Ryan/Brendon. Even though I must admit there is kind of lot pictures to prove why it is so popular ^^; And cute yes but Spencer! I rather see Ryan or Brendon with Spencer than those two together. Maybe I have an attitude problem? :D
Btw, I tried to see if you were on messenger but apparently not...

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Commented before seeing the edited comment with link. Watching now!

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Omg my face hurts I'm grinning too widely :'D The Dream, and the hair and you can't just alkhjhdf. "Opened me so wide." You can't say stuf like that on tv! Jebus :D Not that I have actually anything against it but still, My face is blushing again jeez. Also, if these people Really wonder why there are fics about them...
But true so cute! I guess I have to go back to look for Spencer/Brendon again :D And there's Hands! And looks and I still can't get over the fact that I really, really like Spencer's face ♥

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I tend to ramble and it usually shows in my fics (and in my preference that I like reading long fics as well) I guess it's kind of usual that people aren't really happy with what they write no matter what other people say. =)

Yeah but Patrick is the tiniest bandom boy of them all! And Gabe is like 190cm or something. =D No they all (not Jon though) moved to near LA or LA in like 2008 (If I'm not kying too much) Spencer broke up with Haley a long time ago, might have been 2008 as well. I think William has a kid as well! It boggles the mind. xD

I don't like the pairing at all, they seem like the kind of people who would drive each other crazy in the long run, and like you said Spencer is my favourite so pairings where he's not in don't easily get my attention. =D Maybe I gave you my attitude problem when I introduced you to bandom... ^_^

It is a seriously cute interview! I was just kind of sad about the way the couch was because they had to sit so far away from each other. xD I went looking for this interview because the photos that I have as my icon in this comment were taken before/or after the interview. But yeah... There is not much need to look for subtext with these guys, it's almost all there already. <3 Spencer is awesome!!!! haha~ ♥♥♥♥

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I like rambling. I ramble. But then it gets too longwinded and I can't say what I wanted to say and I get fustrated and stop :(

Ok so it actually Is possible! Ah ok thank you. Because sometimes things that are frecuent in fics are real and sometimes just fandom things and I don't actually know which ones are which ^^; No way William can't have a girlfriend and a KID NONONONONO. That just, my brain can't handle that O_O;

Yeah. All I can see there is angst and more angst. Hahaa I blame You! And Spencer's pretty, pretty face~ But I'm not complaining this is a good place to be :D

Exactly! And that Spencers hand sisn't unfortunately land on Brendon. But looking at the angle it was going to land in it might have been indicent ^_~ Aaaw, they really are so cute <3

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I think the weirdest thing is that Pete is married and has a kid.... Somehow that just doesn's make any sense to me. =D Although I've read adorable fics with Panic! where Pete and Ashlee and Bronx have had a part and that has kind of helped me to see how it might make sense. ^_^

*evil laugh* but yeah... Spencer's face is a good answer to everything. \0/

*nod nod* They should have just given them one chair and Brendon could have sat on Spencers lap, I would have approved of that. xD

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Oh, so true that one! I've seen those fics too and thus been able to see it a little better. Maybe it also helps that I have no earlier real knowledge or opinion about Ashlee Simpson so... But all in all I'll just be really really disappointed if none of the bandom guys never actually come out as gay. They play it up all the time and it would be really weird if none of them actually really was. The statistics also already point to the fact that someone Has to be! And also, if Ricky Martin has the guts to come out why not one of these?

It really, really is <3 I think I'm bordering on obsession damnit...

I'd approve too! And while looking at them I think they wouldn't have had any real major problems about that either :D

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Yeah I don't really know anything about her either, like she tried to be a singer or something? And her sister was in a reality tv show? I think she might be messed up enough for Pete, so they can relate to each other. =D
I so agree with you! Someone has to be gay... I kind of hope it would be Brendon, because he's never had a real serious relationship, or at least none that fandom would know about, and fandom has known about all the other guys girlfriends.

It's a good obsession though. Or at least I share it with you. xD

I seriously don't think they would have had any problems with it...

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I think she was singin herself at some point too? I'm really not sure. And at least they have acted together on some CSI NY episode. Played a couple that was smuggling drugs. And Ashlee sure is pretty~

Yeah me too. And, well, he seems to fit the image ^^; He had some scene queen he used to date somedays back but I don't know of any other. And that was from the girlfriend primer ^^;

I sure are enjoying it ^_~

Touchy feely <3~

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Lol for Pete trying to act... But yeah, she is really pretty.

Haha~ he does... Poor guy (if he's actually straight I mean) Yeah Audrey or something, but he was 18 then! And like trying to be a rock star. And I don't think it lasted that long. And he might be bi after all. (omg, it feels kind of horrible talking about a real person like that. >_<)

Brendon especially seems really tactile, gotta love it. <3

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My thoughts exactly when I saw the clip :D On both parts.

True, but I think he knows the rumors exist... And they play with it clearly intentionally so I doubt he'd really mind. Or, well, "Opened me so wide." yes...

Yes, yes ♥

It just sucks that most audio spams in picspams or primers or something are too old to work. It's irritating when you can't see what the poster was talking about at all. argh.

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=D

Yeah I think you are right. Like a lot of bandom bands have had fanservice and talked or acted against homophobia so it's not like he would be offended if someone thinks he's gay... or hopefully not at least. And yeaaaah, that line is not going to get old any time soon. I think I need to watch the clip again. xD

I know! It's soooo annoying, and it's impossible to find the same vid again, even if someone had reloaded it.

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Exactly! And no it definately is not :'D I want fic. Again. Argh! I have a problem: Jon/Ryan, Ryan/Spencer, Pete/Patrick or Spencer/Brendon? Hmm the dilemma. And so little time, I have to go to bed in about on hour D:

Yeah, because there wont be a clip with the same name on it. >.<; I tried to find some clip with fob singing dance dance on some new years thingy where Pete supposedly makes Patricks hat fall of and Patrick flails to get it back but I couldn't find it :(

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Damn, that is not an easy problem to solve, especially with so little time. =)

Yeah, like the vids always sound so interesting and then there is no way to find them!

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I apparently solved it by reading Bill/Gabe/travis that was open on my browser for some reason... o.O wth... But hmm, tomorrow I hopefully have time and space laalalaa~

Yep :(

Also I adore your icons! The bandom ones and the chibi sga! So cute! Sometimes I look at all the shiny icons and regret going with anonymous black and whites D:

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Hehe~ That's one way to go! Good luck with getting fic reading time. =) It is important after all. ^^

I have room for 260 icons and I "only" have 190... It's kind of hard to choose one to use sometimes. ^^; Well you can always change them if you feel like it?

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Oh the icon so appropriate! :D And I see you so seldom so yes.
And yes I really do need more fic reading time!

Hahaa I have space for 15 and have like 12 or something? And I only regularly use like four or five of them. I could, but I get so attatched to silly things like those. And I don't like commenting with a wrong fandom and I have Many so I like beeing relatively fandom free in icons. But maybe someday~
I appreciate icons in elsewhere.

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I just have to add that I just saw your new header in lj and went *_* Seriously that was brilliant! :D Have to watch that interview again ->

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I made it myself, with my mad photoshop skillz! \0/ But yeah I love that interview and their stupid faces!

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Oooh your good! Where did you get the photo? Looks so good! It is, it so totally is. :D

Also, started reading the gsf's and hahahaa the gay chicken! :'D I have read it before but it can totally take a second read :D

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Not really... But I like to dabble. =D If you have any photos you'd like to have as a header in your journal I could make you one?

The photo is from somewhere here: http://patdonline.com/gallery/index.php?cat=61

ALSO! I have to rec this Spencer/Brendon story to you, because it's awesome and kind of hearbreaking (but happy ending) and they ate amish in it!
http://vixalicious.livejournal.com/244467.html

also x2 I mailed you the beginning of the fic... I dunno, like let me know what you thought if you manage to read it through. =)

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Hoo I'll keep that in mind! :D Thank you in advance. I have one pete/patrick that I'd love to have as a wallpaper but it's too frigging small for that :( Makes me so sad.

Oh thank you~

o7 Going to read as soon as I'm finnished writing you a response to the fic which was simply said, awesome *__* And I want more! Pretty please? ó_ò You write in a way that it is so easy to get hooked on it<3 And thank you really much for sharing it with me ^_^

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^_^ That's the nice thing about layouts like you have now, that it's so easy to change the header. I do it like every couple of weeks. (But now I think I'm going to keep my Spencer/Brendon one for a while)

It's a cool place to look for photos.

omg! I wrote they ate amish in the story! xD They ARE amish, not cannibals... Just to make sure. =D

Thank you so much for saying such nice things about the story! =D It really meant a lot to me. I think I will keep writing it because when I re-read it today it didn't seem like crap to me. heh~ But I did remember why I stopped writing it when I did, all that heavy feelings stuff... xD

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Heee maybe I should try changing it. The thing with me and things is that I can't change often. I usually choose one and then am stuck to it for a long time. But maybe I should try :D I actually also need a frinds only banner. And a laughing icon. Been thinking of doing them for um about a year? ^^; I sure am productive :D

I was kind of looking at that typo with o.O but then thought that that was Probably what you meant or amish was something else :D And also, did you know that Thnks fr th memories supposedly tells about "loving a girl so much, and being so jealous of her that you just want to cut her to pieces and eat her"? Because, no matter how many times I try listeniing to that song and seeing That I just can't o.O

Hee jeij!! \o/ I'll be waiting ^_^ And it definately, definately is not crap. Anything but. Ah but that was exactly what I liked too! Because seriously, why isn't there more of the brendon=mormon+gay things out there? Because that is what I'd see as a valid reason for angst...

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If you want me to give it a shot just send me the pictures. Same with the fo banner. But yeah, I can be like that too, things that are left the way they are for a while. Things like that just slip the mind easily. ^^

Haha~ But a cannibal story where they eat amish people might be pretty interesting as well... in a scary way. xD
Really? I really don't see the song that way, but maybe I should read the actual lyrics and see what it says.

Glad to hear that. I don't think there is going to be a lot of Mormon angst in the story, except in the flashbacks into the past, when Brendon is still figuring things out etc. But yeah I like to see his past addressed in fic as well. =)

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It's just so hard to choose! Too much pretty there is :(

Oh yes, very scary :D
That was a memory quote of Pete from one of the live performance I have on my mp3. I just really don't see it. Not least because there is no mention of a 'she' at all in the song o.O

Yeah and that is good too. I just like it when people address it Somehow and don't just forget it. : )

Ahahaa your Icon! :D

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That is very true!

Could work like as a nightmare. =D
Haha~ well it's Pete... Have you heard that Cobra Starship song where Gabe sings about keeping girls hostage in his basement or something? xD

Yeah, because it must have affected the way he is now so much, growing up mormon.

It is <3

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Hahaaa I was just reading about that yesterday :'D And isn't it also a fact that he actually Did have a guy living down there for a while? :D
Also, it doesn't stop making me smile everytime when I hear "Pete Wentz is the only reason we are famous" from my headphones because really, the second and third lines go something like: You can head to the top, but you can't ride on my cock, yeh! Because Seriously! :'D They say the song itself has nothing to do with Pete but, still :D Although now that I think about most of Cobra Starships songs make me grin like on idiot :'D

Yeah. Because no matter what you think after you start thinking with you own brain, the things you learned before that never completely dissappear. At least that's my opinion. You can learn yourself out of them but you still know them better than most other things.

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Yeah Cobra is a special case alright... xD

I agree, and I think the way Brendon is now (he almost seems like a commitment phobe) is because he is going so hard the other way than what was expected from him. Like he's still rebelling even though it seems that he's made up with his parents and all that.

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Yes. Always makes me smile :)

Aaa so true. And also very used in fics too. I think that's the most common way to see things, at least in fics I've come accross.