Wheel of Time

I found out yesterday that Tor had released the first chapter of A Memory of Light for free on their website (and evilly had the prologue for sale) so of course I needed to read them. So I did and now everything is terrible and I can't believe I have to wait until January to finally get the actual book. This is the last book and I don't know how to feel about it. I read the first one when I was fourteen (twelve freaking years ago!) I'm pretty sure I'll be a mess once I finish reading the last chapter. This will be way worse than reading the last Potter book (for various reasons, for one I don't think this will be as much of a let down...) Waah~ I'm already making no sense and I only read two chapters.